I've dealt with depression for a few years now. I think a part of me has always had this feeling but it never really revealed itself until a few years ago. Some days I feel fine, some days I feel like its squeezing my lungs and the sadness hurts my fingertips. I wish I could keep it under control but sometimes.. well most of the time I feel like I'm stuck in the ocean and waves keep beating me down. I catch my breath enough before another waves hit. I don't understand the cause of it and all the happy thoughts in the world cant release the hold it has. Its insane.. Its pain you can't show to anyone and it holds you so tight.
I really hope this is just a phase.
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