Update

So... I ended up getting surgery to remove a huge abscess in my throat. My doctor even let me know it was one of the bigger ones he had to remove. I knew something was wrong, and one one would listen to me. My mom thought I had dry socket lol. I had to get my throat drained twice, that means a huge needle was stuck in my throat and I had to taste some delicious drainage. I finally decided that I needed to go back to the hospital and made my mom take me, they tried to not admit me but I let them know I needed to, and finally after a week and hours and hours of waiting, they agreed and they let me know surgery was needed. I got surgery and it made the world of difference. I am still in pain from surgery and still have some trouble eating but nothing like I was. I'll be very happy when my antibiotics are no longer needed and I don't need to take ibuprofen all day.

Another sucky deal, due to my illness and having to be off work, I was fired. Honestly its a blessing because I was so unhappy, overwhelmed and stressed but I would have liked to leave on my terms. I'm just saddened that they could care less of their employees. Well, on to bigger better things.

On the plus side I get to spend some much needed time with Ev! Plus longer time to heal, I'm still not 100% and I've lost a lot of weight from how hard its been to eat. Which I'm not sad about. But the antibiotics ate not kind on my stomach. Its nice to be home with ev , she loves it and the weather has been so nice! She's now in that "mommy, mommy, mommy" phase lol. I think with my extra time off I will be potty training and spring cleaning. I've had two interviews for jobs and I'm still continuing my search.

I've had my ups and downs about this new transition in life.. but with all the bad comes good, right?  I'm trying to stay positive but I'm not known to have the best of luck. I've definitely felt depressed and down from all my health issues and not working but I feel like maybe there's a light at the end of this tunnel. I'm just going to keep on keepin on.

By the way espon salt baths are AMAZING

I also want to give a shout out to my mom for all the help she gave when I was sick although she got frustrated but I don't know where I'd be without her!