Late night post

Everything must run its course right? I hate being such a complainer, I can tolerate a lot of shit but im always complaining. That's probably why I'm not taken seriously.

But here I go on my complain sesh, bare with me..

So I have had problems with my wisdom teeth for YEARS now I had three that were impacted that were growing into my jaw. The pain and infections I were getting from them were becoming more frequent and more painful and I had enough. So I got an evaluation done and a week later removed. I did pretty well not too much pain although the anestheia made me sick and so did the pain meds. But other then that and being suuuuuuper exhausted. Things were fine

Then Sunday rolled around. I had a she throat before my surgery. Nothing I couldn't handle. But I suddenly had a swollen neck. The whole left side of my face was swollen. First thought was dry socket but I had been super careful so I didn't understand. I tried taking ibuprofen and pain meds, ice packs and heat packs but the swelling got worse. I couldn't talk, I couldn't swallow and I was choking on my own spit. My parents and EV were out for the day but my mom kept calling me worried because I was talking funny. As soon as they were back I was forced to go to instacare. Come to find out I had a tempature and tonsillitis and an abscess on my tonsil. They gave me huge shot of antibiotics and made me choke down  a steroid liquid with the promise of being better. It worked until the next and the swelling was back and even more painful, my mom took me to the ER. We waited hours to find the same thing out and nothing just a prescription  for  steroids.

So here I am with a swollen face, can't really eat can't really drink and can barely talk. I prefer to spit my own salivia out rather then swallow because its too painful. My co workers hate me because I'm not at work, my mom hates me because I need help. EV has a cold. I honestly feel the worst pain in my life and I'm sick and stressed and scared. I just want to feel normal.