Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Run down

Being diabetic is not an ready thing. And lately with the stress I've been feeling so run down.

I wish diabetes was easier. I wish it didn't have such dire consequences if you don't take care of it. Its scary honestly. It ruins your whole body and it makes you feel icky at times but its just amping up for later on. Its like fighting a losing battle sometimes. Its exhausting. Mentally, emotionally and most of all physically. The sad part is you always have to take care of it, there is no remission, there is no days without. I have it forever and always until it eventually takes me. Bleh, I does no good to dwell on it.

I hate that I've been down lately. Again stress, not feeling good and just being around negative people who are in the same boat. I'm a broken record!

Last night I went and saw the lone survivor.. I can honestly say that was the hardest movie to watch. I bawled the entire time. It really gives you respect for the people who do that. For their families too. Its amazing the sacrifice, the guts to go out and do that! Simply amazing.

This weekend I took EV to jungle Jim's. I haven't been there in well over a decade and its exactly as I remember.. a little more run down lol but EV loooooved it. It wasn't too bad priced either I'll have to remember to take her there more.
We also hit up target.. I won a gift card at work lol. Uh oh is right. I LOVE Valentines time. I love the candy cupcakes pastel EVERYTHING. Its pretty much my time. I just love it! So EV and I bought decorations and I got her some valentines jammies and an outfit along with some fun little things and some awesome superhero undies! I have yet to see superhero undies for girls so when I saw the, I HAD to have them! I bought them bigger so she will have to grow into them but still! They have bat girl, super girl and wonder woman, awesome, right?

EV is seriously my little Bestie, we always have fun together and I love our mom and daughter weekends. I just love my girl!

One thing, does it make you sad when old co workers delete you off Facebook? It does for me... I get that I post a lot, especially about EV but if I cared enough to add you on Facebook, well then id think you care too. But whatever, the past is the past!

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