Work and Ev

Phew, Another week down!

I do not like training. I can't wait until I can just do everything on my own! I'm still nervous to do things on my own because I'm scared to death of the insurance policy's. They are quite complex! Especially when you get into primary and secondary insurance and what one will cover and what the other one will pick up. Its a lot of details!

Plus dealing with customers who don't understand insurance a lot of the time. and it's incredibly sad to let someone know they don't have coverage for something that helps them live better with diabetes. It's sad and I know the feeling! but it's also a good feeling when you can call people and tell them they are covered. 

I'm just nervous to do all of this stuff! But as far as co-workers go, I think everyone is really great! They are all really helpful. They don't make me feel uncomfortable and they have been really welcoming from the beginning. The girl training said she liked it because we all "meshed well" and I agree! I don't feel out of place like I have some places (cough, cough Mediconnect, I'm glaring at you!) I feel like this place has a good amount of freedom. Like you can go for coffee runs if you need to. No one hawk eyes you on how many times you go to the bathroom. I drink A  TON of liquid during the day and depending on my bloodsugars, I go to the bathroom a lot. You can pick when you go to lunch and you get 45 minutes instead of 30 which is NICE. Also it's nice to be somewhere that understands I'm diabetic, and understands diabetes a little bit. They're are not scared of it, nor do they downgrade it (cough, cough mediconnect, I'm REALLY glaring at you now)If I do end up having a diabetic emergency, I feel comfortable that at least someone in there will know what to do. Plus no one asks me what my pumpsite is when its on my arm. They KNOW. :) yay! finally!

but I'm still nervous to do the work..
and if it will turn sour.. which I really hope not..

but, on the other hand. Ev is getting too smart! She knows how to get stuff off the table, cupcakes for instance. Which means she's tall enough to be able to reach stuff of the table. This morning when I was getting her ready I asked her where her eyes where. She pointed right to them and said "eyes" she also did this when I asked her about her nose, ears, hair, mouth, belly button, bum, toes, and boobies. lol and she could say ALL of the words and she knew where they were. I know its apart of learning but holy buckets! When did she learn this stuff? How did she learn how to talk? She can say her own name, you ask her to say Evee and she WILL. It honestly freaks me out! Today she hit me (she's in the hitting stage, I believe ALL children have them) so I fake cried to let her know it hurt. She un-covered my eyes and looked at me and smiled and said I kid you not "iss OK mama" I'm NOT EVEN JOKING! She can also plug her nose and say P.U. haha. She is just learning things so quickly! She even knows how to tell people/dogs off when they are acting out. She trys to say Shush and it comes out more as shit though... haha

Seriously though.. this kid is learning SO much SO fast! I can't keep up. But I love her so very much. That's another problem with working.. it sucks not being able to be with her all of the time.

well as far as my life is concerned it's work and Ev. :)