I haven't been a very good blogger lately but life has just been blah.
I've gotten sick AGAIN. No kidding. I've been sick for literally a whole month. This time it's just a cold but still.. I can't breath and I'm coughing ect. I even lost my sense of smell because I'm so congestion. Not to mention my WHOLE body hurts. My legs, my stomach ect. Just AWFUL! I need to get better, I have no time to be sick.
I've also been going through a little sad phase in life. I really hate being sad. I'm just stressed and things keep piling on which does not help.
Another thing that happened..
If you know me you that I've went to diabetes camp for much of my youth. I'm still friends with a lot of the people I went to camp with. There had been a few boys that went while I was there. A few years ago one of the boys attempted Suicide. He does not remember why but through a miracle he is still here today. He suffered a brain injury but he is here and alive. He now goes around a speaks about suicide awareness. but Just a few days ago his 10 year old brother commited suicide for unknown reasons and tragically did not survive.
I know their mother and I know she is a very good mom. She is also a single mom who has 3 boys to take care of. I'm posting the link to the site to where you can make donations for funeral costs. ANY amount will help, so please help this family out!
Shelsee is an amazing mother who has been raising 4 young boys on her own and trying to help bring awareness to the effects of suicide after her then 13 year old son Tanner attempted to take his life, Tanner does not know why he did but with the help of his family Tanner has been speaking and raising awareness at many schools and events.
This past Saturday the unthinkable happened when for no known reason her beautiful 10 year old son Ethen took his own life. My heart aches for this family and we as a community need to help this family as much as we can! Please help them by making a donation of any amount, so proceeds can help this family bury little Ethen.
Any amount is gratefully accepted. Go to PayPal.com click on buy, then click Make A Payment. Type in your info, then earveseth@yahoo.com and select your donation amount. Thank you!
Love and Prayers to all of you and those who have already gone through the loss of losing a child or loved one to suicide, help by bring awareness to this epidemic we are facing!
I can't imagine losing a child. I can't imagine going through this once and going through it again but this time losing a son. It's very hard to imagine and I know this is a very hard time for all of them and everyone who knows them.
I've been through hard times in my life. I've had thoughts in my head at some points. It hurts my heart that he chose this path but you can't go back now. I wish there was something I could say to help but I know that there is nothing to comfort the pain and loss of a family member
In other news:
Ev pooped in her big girl potty!
I was having a bad day yesterday, I was sick and hadn't slept, had an early morning meeting and got freakin pulled over (and got a god damn speeding ticket) so I was in all sorts of a bad mood. I came home and gave Ev a bath. When I was picking out her jammies she was making grunt and I remember she had not pooped that day. So I thought I'd sit her on her big girl potty and a couple minutes later she had pooped!! yay!
I'm one proud mama!
but I will say that it's grosser to clean out poop from a little bucket thing then from a diaper. Don't ask me why but it is.
All though her tiny little baby poop was cute and little lol
Ev has turned into quite the little talker. She has her own little language. Everytime I come and get her in the morning she'll say HI! and then speak her chunker Chinese. haha its cute! She loves saying HI! and bye bye. She loves the fresh beat band and she loves Kiki! She learned all of her aunts names (they are mostly nicknames) and she trys to say "Hadley"
Last Friday Ev and I went to my great-grandmas to learn how to knit! I've wanted to learn so bad! I've got the jist of it down but I need a LOT of practice.. and since I've been sick my heads been to foggy to try.
and I know on my last post I said NO dating. But I went on a date. And I got re-carded! They didn't believe I was 21. haha but it went well.
In TMI news. I've been noticing a lot of mirena lawsuits on TV. I feel like I need to get mine checked. I had this weird pain on my left side and I need to check it out. I'm hoping it hasn't burst through my uterus.
but all in all that's all thats been going on. Hope everyone is well.
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