Valentines

Happy Valentines day!

Now I haven't had any luck with love, ever. I have only ever spent 1 valentines with someone, and that someone happens to be the someone who has hurt me the most. but point being, I'm not upset about valentines day, I don't hate valentines day because I'm single or unlucky with love.

I'm diabetic.

That's why I love the holiday.

Candy ya'll!

I guess that should be even more reason to hate the holiday because of all the fucking candy, everywhere. But I don't hate it. I like wearing pink, I like eating candy and heart shaped food. I love it even more now that I have Ev. She got a little spoiled today! She got her valentines jammies, book, cupcake socks and cupcake purse I gave her. My mom got her a stuffed animal, a little weiner dog with a hounds tooth print and some yellow jeggings. My grandparents got her some chocolates, a stuffed animal giraffe and a new movie. My aunt Joannie got her a new baby and my cousin Kelee got her a minnie mouse ball.

I didn't get anything but I don't really care.

1. I'm getting fat and I don't need anything

2. I'm diabetic and don't need anything

and

3. I bought myself a dress thats really cute and that can count as my valentines gift to myself. I also got free valentines undies from Victorias secret so thats another gift from Victoria herself!

but now I'm at work.. because I had to fill in for someone else. Being one of the only single receptionist, I guess I have to do what I have to do. but I get off early tomorrow night, which doesnt really matter because I'll do nothing. ha.

Besides that, everything is just BLAH.

It's literally driving me nuts.

SO basically I give up. I'll lead a boring life and just that. There's not enough time, money or people to make things in life exciting or fun.

as awful as that sounds.

Boring can be nice though.