a little tidbit

The past couple weeks have been stressful.

I feel fat, I feel overworked, overwhelmed and lonely.

It's really getting depressing.

I wanted a night out but no one Else was with me on that. So of course I stayed home, as usual.

Work has been driving me absolutely nuts! I can't take days off, I can't use my holiday pay ect. ect. I'm getting so irritated and upset by this. It's just getting plain old!

Plus being sick, and not getting any help with Ev has been rough.

I feel like I have no friends or family at this point.

Seriously, the only time my family pays attention to Ev is if I'm not home.

I'm also just ready for something NEW. I want something exciting and life changing to come about. I want to be excited and do something new. I don't know, just something!

I really want to go back to school, baaad.

I just need to know what I want to do.

My life, I swear!

In good news:

Ev has become SO smart. Seriously. I can say something and she'll mimic it. We went to target the other day and were looking at shoes and all she could say was "Shoe, shoe, shoe shoe!" haha Baby girl loves her some shoes! Seriously, one of her favorite things to do is try on shoes. She always is putting on my shoes and boots.

she's just learning so much, so fast It amazes me!

I've started to date someone new, but our schedules are so hectic that its been hard to meet up, which is disappointing. but that's life. I'm hoping it goes somewhere though, but ahh, as usual we'll see.