I hate people today

Today has been one of those days where I just despise people.

I despise people at my work who refuse to help and think their time is just oh so much more precious then doing the right thing.

I despise people who think that my job is not a hard job. Sure I don't do BIG things but without all the shit I do for everyone else, well they would be WAY in over their heads. 

I despise people who talk down to me. 

I despise people who talk down to ANYONE.

I despise guys who think that because I'm a single mom that I'm desperate and need their attention. No fucking thanks. seriously.

I despise people who lie, cheat and hurt people.

I despise people who run away from their responibilities

I despise the people at my work who literally hide from doing their job

 

I just basically despise everyone right now!

I haven't seen the good in people the past few weeks and I think the most frustrating part is trying to pick out who is lying and who's telling the truth.

I'm honestly just disgusted by people.

 I want to see the good in people. I want to be able to put my guard down, but everytime I do, someone sneaks in a fucks it all up.

I'm tired of being nice, I'm tired of smiling it out.

I basically want to write off everyone! 

Don't touch me, don't talk to me, don't even look at me but especially DON'T touch me.

I'm sick of having friends I can't trust and when I tell other friends about it they write my concerns off like nothing.

or just having anything I feel or say be written off or justified.

If I don't feel its okay, then its not!

quite telling me otherwise!

I hate feeling like less of person. I hate feeling like who I am. I just want some confirmation I'm a person too, that I'm worth a little something. is that too much to ask??

 I hate feeling like everyone is a liar, a cheater and that I constantly have to watch my back. 

HATE it.

Can you tell I need a vacation, or what?!