I know you've heard enough.

I hope everyone went out and voted!

I did, my first time too!

I'll let ya'll know I voted for Obama and I don't care what anyone has to say. Obviously a lot of people were with me on that.

But its not about who won or lost. The world isn't going to hell, the world isn't over. This man has never done anything to make the world a bad place. Maybe he hasn't improved it, in the short four years he has has allotted, but I think if we all have hope and faith in him, he can help.

Maybe we need to stop worrying about the "economy" sure money makes the world go round, but isn't there things much more important than money? How can we all make money together if we can't respect one another?

The world isn't going to end, and Obama isn't going to end it.

Honestly, I felt he was the best choice. He's actually helped me out and before you judge me and call me a welfare mother (I am not) if I were to be, it wasn't a choice of mine. So have a little resepect. Sure people are lazy and don't want to work but there are people who were handed cards much bigger than they could handle. People need help sometimes. and everyone will come to find that when you find yourself in a postion like that.

For instance, the whole abortion issue. It's touchy. But I recall when I first found out pregnant and looking at who I was with and kind of predicting that It would end up the way it has. A financial struggle, an emotional devastation. I thought about it because I knew that I would be dealt a struggle. But I knew that I could live with being a single mom. Not ever knowing the baby I was carrying, well that I couldn't. So I chose the path I'm on and honestly, I'm glad. But I loved having that choice over MY body. I chose my path and I personally couldn't get an abortion but that's ME and that's my decision. I could judge another for making that decision.

With healthcare. I'm a person who lives with a life threatening condition which is expensive! The only reason I can afford to live is because I'm on my parents insurance. Before Obamacare I would have already been off of their insurance and I would not be able to afford to live. and before I wouldn't be able to get my own insurance because i have such a life threatening case. I would get denied. Now I can't be! see? How is it bad?

Honestly another thing that ticked me off was the whole Mormon, Romney thing. I'm NOT against Mormon's, so don't get me wrong. But again their is a separation of church and state for a reason! I don't want to know the religion of my president. Because honestly it doesn't matter. I do not want my country ruled off religion. Sure theirs a moral conduct that comes with religion but I want morals that just go with basic human rights, not "what the bible say" Plus, religion does NOT make someone a good person. What you DO as a person makes you a good one. Not saying Romney s a bad guy, but being a Mormon doesn't make him a good one either. and the fact that he played up the Mormon deal threw me off. I want to know what your ideas are, how can you improve our country?

and not to mention all the mud-slinging. Like Mia Love. OH HELL. I heard more about how Jim matheson sucks then how Mia Love doesn't. That's wrong and that proves right there that she was wrong for the job. Out of all her ads, I believe I only saw ONE that showed how she was good. I saw about 3 that were how Jim Matheson was bad. But from Jim matheson I heard how HE was good, what HE could do and how HE can help. and I only heard about one that made Mia Love look bad and it wasn't from Jim Matheson. 

same with Obama, TONS of ads explaining how he sucked, not nearly enough about why Romney was good.

Why are politics about bashing the other candidate? Why can't we make ourselves look good? We make ourselves look best by being positive and focusing on doing what we feel is right, rather then picking at whats wrong with the other person.

but any way it goes, I'm happy with the outcome. I know my healthcare is protected for at least four more years and maybe hopefully by then I can be where I can independently do it all on my own. I know I have control over MY body. I know that I can make choices for myself rather than having a choice made for me by some guy, and the bible.

I just wish people had respect for each other and understood that we all have different opinions, lead different lives. Our hopes, dreams and endeavors are all different. Our past's and presents are not the same as one another and ours furtures won't either. But we need to respect that their is more than one opinion and there is more than one belief.  and instead of talking about why someone sucks, we should show everyone how we ourselves are good.

but enough about politics, I want to talk about my baby girl of course.

Sometimes I wonder how I got such a wonderful little girl. Seriously. She is the sweetest girl I've met! She is just SO sweet. She loves to do sweet things, like give kisses and hugs. She is never mean, she never hits or acts out in a violent manner. She throws fits but they consisit of growling and doing so weird jig. Or she throws her hands in the air. She is sweet to her toys, she kisses them all the time! She is sweet to all her little buddies. Like Bell's, kisses her all the time. Liam, kisses him all the time, feeds him and hugs him. And even when they bother her all she'll do is hold her hands up to keep them away from her.

She is sweet to the dogs, she loves nothing more than to give them treats and pet them. When they bark at her she'll shake her finger at them and blabber but she isn't mean.

She's honestly the sweetest! That's all I can say. Gentle, kind sweet. That makes me SO proud! I hope she is always kind. My grandma commented on how sweet she was. A lot of kids do hit and I feel its normal for children Ev's age, but Ev is not a hit, she doesn't kick or bite or claw. She is just too kind to harm anything. 

Plus she is funny!

She is super goofy and loves to make people laugh. She loves nothing more than when I laugh at something she does because she'll get the biggest grin and giggle right back at me. 

I feel so grateful and lucky to have Ev. She just makes life amazing and wonderful! 

She's just a beautiful little soul.