it was a good day

I wish I could have more days just to hang out with my girl. We've had a busy couple of days and more to come! Tuesday we had dinner with all my diabetic friends, which was nice because I haven't seen a lot of them for MONTHS. A couple of them I hadn't seen since I was 6 months prego and they hadn't even met Ev! So it was nice to have Ev meet people and catch up a bit. ALthough Ev was a complete little hooligan! She spilled my drink, she ate paper (napkins, straw wrappers ect..) She was making her bird call noises at another baby (that was actually kind of cute, they had their own very loud baby conversation lol) She tried to grab knifes, or well any silver ware she could get her hands on. She would hold still in the high chair. She kept saying Ma MAAA ma MAAA to have me get her out and have her sit on my lap. Jeez! just a little heathen. There were parts where she was super cute though, She danced and giggled and was nice to everyone. but I felt extremely bad for the mess Ev left. The waitress was new but she was very nice and patient and didn't get frustrated. Ev left a floor covered with diet pepsi and sprinkled with puffer snacks. Straight up heathen, I tell ya! lol

but today when I was going through my wallet.. I noticed the receipt from dinner with the tip on it. I had left a good tip.. it was more than half my meal (she earned it!) I felt like such an asshole. Especially since my daughter my the biggest f-ing mess. She didn't charge me for my drinks and She brought Ev her own little cup of apple juice and everything. I just felt plain rude! She was a way good waitress and she was so kind about Ev and really patient. So I decided the right thing to do was to go in and fix my mistake. Luckily she was there and I was able to give her the tip. I even added a little bit more. She seemed really grateful and said she didn't notice but I'm really glad I did that!

Then we went to visit my friend who just got her boobies done. Lucky gal! I've been wanting a boob job kind of because after breastfeeding and loosing weight, my boobs..well suck. I've lost a cup size. My left is WAY smaller then my right and I just don't like them! I used to have pretty decent boobies but now, no. I'm not even exaggerating. I've debated with myself badly about this! I'm not sure I want something in my body that is not mine but I'm very unhappy with how my boobs are. SOrry if this is TMI. Obviously when I get my tax return next year I could do it.. but I'm not sure.. I guess I'll wait and see.

another part of me feels like its a stupid thing to do, especially because I'm a single mom and I shouldn't worry about things like that.. but I don't know. Maybe it's selfish or stupid but Its something I want to do for myself. but I'm so conflicted.. that I probably won't. And I'm terrified of surgery.

but the thing I absolutely had to do is take my car to the Toyota dealership and have a free oil change and tire rotation. My mom had to get a shot in her back (she has a herniated disk) and wasn't able to babysit Ev today. So I took EV with me and she was a perfect angel.. well she didn't throw fits. She was a little loud but she was just playing. Then we went to see Rachel and Liam and hung out there for a while where Ev just had a ball playing and having fun.Tomorrow Rachel and I have a "slumber party" I haven't been to one of those yet so I'm kind of excited haha and we are having a gluten-free cupcake party! I'm quite excited for this week!

but all in all, it was just a good day :) I love my little lady.