aahh

What a day! Everything was going good until later on. I hate to be all freakin grumpy but jeez. First off, My mom is complaining about how everything sucks blah blah blah. I'm the kind of person who feeds off of peoples energies. If everyone's sad, then I'll be sad, If everyone is stressed and frazzled.. I'll be stressed and frazzled. I could even be in  a horrible mood and if everyone is just happy enough, my mood changes! So with that being sad, my moms poor attitude, made me grumpy. She just likes to complain that things are just sooo awful. Yeah we've had a lot of bad luck here and there, but walking around saying "what next?!" isn't going to help. Seriously, lets not tempt fate here. I think we can accept our challenges and move on. Yes they suck but seriously.. they're being handled.
she then questioned why I was so stressed all of the time and I told her because of her. Because she tries to take over with Ev and act like she knows her better and is just plain better. Sure you're a better parent..you've been through this before.. but Ev's my baby and what I say goes! If any of you have lived with your parents while having a baby, might understand. Its SUPER annoying and frustrating. She gets mad if I don't let her help and cries and she gets mad if she has to help, there's no winning! Plus she gets mad about everything I do. It's annoying!

but then.. Ev lately has been doing this thing were she'll be hungry. So you try to feed her fruit. NOPE. So then a bottle it is and she will put up a fight for it. She'll swat it away, arch her back, cry and whine.If you get it in her mouth she'll just drink it. Sometimes she'll throw a HUGE fit and then eventually get to the bottle. I don't understand it and it frustrates me to NO end. I really don't get the point of her fighting with me for her bottle when she wants it. She frustrates me to the point where I just set her in her crib and walk out. Then of course she screams her little head off and still won't eat. Advice?

I also have a job interview tomorrow. I have to print out TWO copies of resumes and I'm out of black ink. yay!  I actually really want this job. well, kinda but I'm so scared that I'm going to eff this one up.