stuck

I haven't been much of a blogger lately. Well that has to be because I've been out of town and away from work. Work is where I save all my time for blogging and pinteresting. In between stupid phone calls. My job title should be "pinterester" sad to say. Ha.
I missed pinterest kind of. I have an app on my phone but its kind of hard to use. Plus T-mobile sucks and I NEVER get service so I can hardly ever use my phone. I really need to look up to see about a cancellation fee and just sign up with AT&T or Verizon.
but moving on.. being back at work is kind of hard. I've spent so much time home with little Miss Ev that I miss her. I'm really not liking my job all too much. I just like my hours but those might change soon and I might not get my Wednesdays. Which would SUCK! I also like my morning shift. if that's to change, I don't know what I'd do.
but in reality, I need a new job. I'm going no where here in this company and I feel stuck. Everyday is just BLAH. I'd rather have a job doing something, making something, and where I'm able to move up. I just don't know where to look! I want something slightly close to home. Not in Tooele though. West Valley or something. I'm just sick of being mistreated here too. I feel picked on here and unappreciated. I'm always here and on time and do work the best to my abilities. But I'm unhappy here and it's time to move on. I'm nervous though.. It's hard to leave your comfort zone.
Another thing I've been thinking about is dating. It seems almost impossible with a baby. I need to spend my time with her but how am I suppose to go out and meet people? I definetly am not going to date anyone local (as in Tooele county) Theres a whole world out there with a whole pool of men but how am I suppose to get to them? Such a dilemma, it almost seems hopeless. I see guys when I'm out and about with Ev but they stay away, probably because they thinkI'm married, hence the baby and they probably wouldn't date me because I have a baby. I don't know. Plus I'm shy to start with and that makes me feel awkward and then I don't feel like I'm pretty enough.. I also happen to believe that every guy is basically out for one thing. and I want don't want to go through what I went through with my ex. not. at. all. I don't know how I could trust someone. lame excuses I know.
I just feel stuck right now! I need to shake things up, do something different! but where oh where to start?!