I guess all my posts are going to be random and pointless.

What is with everyone this time of year? I swear going anywhere is like pulling teeth. Half the people can't go the speed limit and HAVE to ride in the fast lane. Other people go to fast and cut people off. People slamming on their brakes. Oh. My. Lord. I can't handle it! It would be nice to get from point A to point B without a headache but nooooo, not going to happen.

On top of that. I probably have one of the fussiest babies of all time. I love my little lady very much, but she's only in a good mood in the morning and periods throughout the day. At night she is a BEAST. She does not want to be held, does not want to be put down. Does not want to sleep, eat, play, ect. There's absolutely nothing i can do to calm her down or help her. She just cries to the point of screaming. UGH. and the worst part is, I miss the cute sweet happy baby 4 days out of 7. Depressing..

K I just had to get that out there..
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but yesterday wasn't a bad day I finally bought new bras! Mine were a little roomy and I was kind of sad because I thought I lost a cup size. Good news ya'll, I didn't lose a cup size! I lost a waist size WOOT! instead of a 36 I'm a 34. I feel pretty dang good about that! My left boob is smaller though.. dammit. but they had a good deal on bras and i had a gift card! It was buy one get one half off so I got TWO new bras :) yay! I was going to get underwear too but I had ev and a stroller and you know how many effing people were at the mall on a Wednesday afternoon? As many as there should be on a Saturday. I think I'll go back when all the kids are back in school..
Ev's pretty good to take shopping, surprisingly.. haha since she hates being everywhere else but home. Luckily Rach was with me. She didn't have Liam which was too bad but it made it a tad bit easier going around the mall with only one baby! Ev was hungry so we kept trading off feeding her (our arms get tired) but Rachel handed her back and took over the stroller duty and I was holding Ev when some of the sales associate said "aww she's so cute, was that girl who was holding her earlier her mom?" haha. I guess I could see where the mistake would be made, since Ev had dark brown hair and so does Rach. but she's MY baby. lol but it made for a good laugh haha.

I would like to throw out there that I am insanely jealous of all the pregos out there! By NO means do I want/need another baby right now. I've got my hands full with the one hahaha but I miss being pregnant. I think I always will. Being pregnant was so nice. I felt way good about myself (I don't know why some women don't) I loved my body and I felt great(physically)! (until the end) Plus little newborns are the sweetest things. Maybe one day I'll be in a place to have another but I'll just be happy for everyone else. You lucky ladies.