Goodbye, 2011!

I'll just post this today since I don't believe that I will be on the computer tomorrow. (Now that I said that, I probably will be! haha) but I'm going to talk about good old New years resolutions! I guess I didn't really make any last year looking back but I was sure that 2011 was going be super AWESOME. Was it? In some ways.. in other ways it was probably the hardest year of my life.. but it definitely wasn't boring. and I thought 2010 was tough. What the fuck was I thinking?!

Lets look at the good things that happened this year

I found out my best friend Rachel was having a baby January 8th then..
I found out I was pregnant January 25th.. (sorry for keeping that from ya'll so long!)
I found out I was having a baby girl May 4th!
that also happened to be miss Bellsa's FIRST birthday!
Rachel had little Liam Beck on August 18th and
I had little miss Evelyn grace September 2nd!
I brought her home on September 7th.
Ev's first Halloween
Her first thanksgiving
Her first Christmas!
Her smiling, her laughing, her growing..

Those are some pretty good things :)

Now uh, the bad.. well I'm NOT going to mention it. It makes me sick to reflect on all the bad stuff and I just want to bury it. All I know is I NEVER, EVER want to feel like that again and I will NEVER put myself in a position as to where I'll be treated like that and feel like that EVER, EVER, EVER again.

SO my resolutions for next year are pretty simple

Enjoy my life
Do what I love
Be around people I love as much as possible
continue moving on and growing..

All very, very doable and very very simple.