You never really know

You find truth in unexpected places. Not looking at something, doesn't mean its not happening.
I found the truth today. I found it in a unexpected place from an unexpected person.

You never truly know someone until your thrown in a life changing situation. You can think you know someone when they face you, but what happens when your back is turned? Not all people have integrity.
Can you ever truly trust that someone is telling the truth? What happens when you work so hard to forgive someone and you get screwed over again? I wish that people could see what I went through, I wish people could know what really happened. I wish there was a way to say, "this happened and it wasn't okay!" but there's no way. I wish I could justify myself and I prove that I'm right. But how?
I can't make people hear me out or know what really happened unless they want to know. But people only want to see what they want to see. I was like that.
I have to stop caring what people will think of me when I make the decision I'm about to make. I know in my heart its right. I tried every other option but its only fair to me and my daughter that we get away before more damage is done. I've endured enough, I tried to believe something that wasn't and i was fucked over again and again.


Enough is enough. I know who he really is and no one can tell me different. Until you wind up in the same situation with him, you'll never know who he truly is. It was a life changing situation and only my life changed. I can't be taken advantage of anymore.