Day Sixteen

Day 16. A letter to someone from my past

(this wasn't written as this originally but I think its suiting...)

Life goes on..

Its true, it does. Whether you're here or not. My baby grows bigger and stronger everyday.. whether your here or not. I stop caring about how you'll feel after missing all of this with each day that passes.

I miss you, the old you. Not the person you've become.

But I don't think I really knew you, come to think of it..

But that feeling is slowly disappearing

because I don't know you anymore.

Life goes on..

Things change, people grow, people change.

Fetuses become babies who become toddlers who become children who become teenagers who grow up to be adults.

whether your paying attention or not.

People grow, feelings change, people move on. People forget, people forgive, or not..

Life goes on..

and its going on without you. One day I won't care anymore. One day I'll be happy with my daughter and we won't even know you.

Cause so far we don't

one day

I'll have it all, and you won't have any of it.

I'll be happy and It won't have anything to do with you

Today

I have something you don't.

tomorrow

I'll have something you won't

and I'll have it forever.

One day

Maybe tomorrow..maybe the next day

It won't matter that you couldn't love us, it won't matter that you weren't here.

because it only feels like it should matter today, but tomorrow, it won't

because it doesn't

One day, I won't care like you, and maybe one day, you will

It'll be too late

cause its already too late.

Cause

Life goes on.

and one day you will wake up and realize how much Life can go on

without you.