Day fifteen

Day 15. Something hard I've been through this year

Oh God, I think we all know this already! But I'll recap. Getting pregnant first of all, then getting broken up with when I was 3 months pregnant, and then having him go on and date another girl and having everyone know about it but me and getting to find out a couple days before my birthday and first mothers day. Then being completely abandoned by him and called a slut and then having to do everything on my own.

Yeah its been a rough year to say the least. And that's just everything in a nutshell. I swear to God I don't know how I survived any of this. I don't know how I'm still surviving this. Its been hard and its only going to get harder. and through all of the bad, There is some good. I've done what I needed to do to make my life somewhat okay. First off, telling him to leave me alone. I probably didn't need to tell him that, he would have just done it. buuuuut I feel better that he knows I want him out of our lives for good and that I don't need him for anything. I hope he knows it. I just want my daughter and I want us to be happy and we will be, and especially if he isn't around fucking everything up like he has.

but anyways.. that's old news now.