After everything, I don't think he's worth the fight. If hes willing to be here, do I want him here? After all the pain and fighting, I'd rather just do it alone. Even if he promised to be here 100% and stopped messing around with other girls. I don't want to be with him, I don't want to marry him. I just want my baby to be mine and I want to be alone. I'm to the point where sorry doesn't mean anything anymore, and its not going to change or fix anything. I really just want to do this on my own. Too bad we've came to an "understanding" I've still made up my mind. Its a shame I can't just kick him out, I'll work with him but I'll never want him here again.
sounds mean but I've been through hell and back and its not good for me or Evee. It pisses me off that hes stressed me to the point of where Evee won't even move. (don't worry shes okay!) I'm better independent. I always have been, and I always will be. I guess we will see how the future goes. Its all up in the air now.
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