Weird thinking

I was thinking the other day at how much life has passed me by, and I was thinking of how sad it was that all the people I grew up with have met the loves of their lives at young ages (18, 19) and how unfortunate it was that I have yet to find that and I'm still alone after all this time. Then I thought it sucked to be 25 and have no one while people have been in love for years now. Then I remembered I'm still only 19 and I have a while until I can feel like an old maid. That made me feel a little better until I realized that I'm thinking from a 25 year old single woman's perspective when I'm only 19. I hope this isn't a glimpse in the future, not saying that being 25 and single is bad but I definitely don't want to feel lonely and like I missed my chance. SO hopefully I won't. I've also been having creepy, creepy dreams. I really don't know why but its quite annoying. Can't I have good dreams? I don't know whats going on with this brain of mine but it better stop being so weird. Hello Taylor, you're NOT 25 and single. Wow.