just a little update

I haven't posted in the past couple of days because it seems that I have overblogged. yeah I said it, overblogged. But this week has been quite the week. I was told I was going to die because I was eating a pickle (yeah, a pickle) because I'm diabetic. Uh thanks for pointing out the fact that I'm going to die young, that's so very, very sweet of you. He's a very lucky person that I was in a good mood when he said that, or he would have heard an earful from me. I should have maybe said something then instead of letting it boil in my head until I was really upset about it. But it is what it is and hes on the list. so If he says anything else he'll get his earful. Plus its extremely rude to tell people with life long illnesses their going to die. I don't care if I'm eating candy when you say it, DON'T say it. Well at least don't say it matter of factly. If you going to claim my death then at least say it in a concerning way and not a "yeah, you're going to die" This person thinks he knows all about diabetes and my life so he knows that I'm going to die. Unless I'm licking a sugar pile off the floor, then don't say anything about my death. I'm just so offended. Its like saying someone in the early stages of cancer is going to die. Yes, I will die, but I don't like to think about it all of the time. Thinking about an early death makes living now seem pointless and its not so I don't want to think that way. Eww people and their ignorance.

Ironically the next day was my diabetes doctor appointment. I had been dreading it but I had to go. It was disappointing and it didn't turn out the way I wanted. It didn't help that my death was proclaimed. I was sure to tell my doctor what was told to me and he was upset that someone would say that to me. Plus he mentioned that pickles aren't bad for you, diabetic or not. their actually good for diabetics because they don't raise blood sugar. so SUCK it. After leaving my doctors appointment I decided that I should make a run to Barnes and noble because I have a reading problem. I stumbled upon a great treasure although.. a murder mystery based on a lady who owns a cupcake shop! yes! I bought it, you know me! but I accidentally bought the second book :( so I have to go and buy the first now, but that's okay! Then later that night I went to a party and it was actually really fun! Like I mentioned before I'm not much of a partier and partys are sort of lame to me. but this one was fun! Some parts were uhhh strange but It was an interesting night.

Well that was the interesting part now I'm sitting at home because I don't feel like doing anything else. and I have people bugging me to drive into salt lake so I can drive everybody around. Uhh I can't afford that. I have spent my money on books for me. I wish people wouldn't depend so much on me to drive them everywhere. It's really not my job. Plus people think that I'm going on their time which is really funny because if I'm the one with the car and your the one who has to wait for me to go anywhere then your on my time. So that really sucks when I feel like taking my time, then I'm taking my time and you DON'T have a say in that. And if I don't feel like going anywhere and doing anything then, that sucks for you. I hate to be rude about it but people are taking advantage of me and I'm not okay with that. Plus I'm never asked if I can pick someone up. Its like "were hanging out with so and so today" and then I get a "we need to go and get then soon, like now" Who said that I was getting up early and picking anyone up? Its really rude that I have to drive all over Utah to pick people up to especially when I already live far away. And I don't get paid for being volunteered to pick people up all over the valley. I cannot afford this anymore. So no thanks. Sorry guys.