I haven't had a lot to say lately but a lots been on my mind. Something life changing may happen soon. I hoping not but it just might. I can't really explain it at this time but I will eventually. I feel oddly calm about it but then again I'm freaking out. I know I'll be okay, I have to be right? I just don't know anymore. Maybe I'm overreacting? lets hope so. And why do I have to be such an optimist? Its really not good that I see everything working out because that means it won't. I wish I could be a pessimist, then I could bask in the fact that i was right or I could be overjoyed if I'm wrong. Well I would rather just be a realist but I have my head in the clouds so that's impossible. well, we'll have to see what happens. Ugh.
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