change

I feel a shift of change coming on.

It's weird.

I don't know how to take it and I hope that I'm not expecting too much out of it.

I just let curiosty get the best of me and I have no idea where its going to lead me.

I just had that feeling of needing to do something, just to see  what would happen. It taunted me for days and days and I finally hit the breaking point yesterday. I don't know what the outcome will be. It's very minor and I doubt it will be life changing.

but I feel a shift in life today. Like something new is about to begin. I don't know what, I don't when and I have no idea if it will be good or bad. I'm curious though.

Who knows what will happen next? It's weird to just look back to everything thats happened and what else is set to come.

Lately:

Ev's been doing really well! Just growin like a weed and learning so much!

I've been sick the past couple of days. I have no idea of what ungodly cold I have but it is NOT fun. it made my WHOLE body hurt, from my hair follicles to my knee caps. It felt like a poured gasoline in all my sinus cavities and inhaled a match. My back and neck killed. And it hurt to touch the outside of my throat. YEAH, not fun.

Well anyways. I was being lazy and sick and laying on the couch when Miss Ev ran up and gave me a smooch right on the cheek and a little hug. How did I get the sweetest girl ever?

But lately Ev has been puking a lot. I'm not sure why, she doesn't seem sick. I mean she'll puke and then play like normal once she's cleaned up. and shes to always be upset when she pukes and she's always has a bottle.. so I don't know. But she had thrown up in her crib the other night and I had just barely got her sheets and blankets clean when yesterday she threw up again! I heard her crying in her crib so I figured she pooped during her nap. I went and got her and saw all the throw up EVERYWHERE. It was ALL over her. And she had a poopy diaper. So I had to get her clothes off and clean her butt. She needed a bath BAD, so I just kept her naked and took her in the bathroom. I was filling the tub and picked her up to put her in the tub and noticed she had peed all over the floor, Oh yes this happened.

but today Liam got to come and play for a bit so Ev had a good day today, well as far as I know since I had to come back to work today. Ugh..

As for anything else, well nothing has been going on. Hope everyone is doing great!