Dreams

Sometimes you just have to give up on silly little dreams..

Sometimes those dreams are what cause disappointment and hurt because you expect those dreams to come true. 

So all you can do is let go of them and just work for whatever will come.

You never end up where you plan. You can map out this life in your head but it will never come to it. Because the road you're actually on doesn't fit that map. You'll only end up where you're meant to be, rather than where you thought you'd be.

I have dreams.. I have one in particular. It doesn't seem impossible, but it sort of is. 

I keep mapping this dream out in my brain. Hoping, praying and still to this day.. none of those plans have succeeded.

Maybe my dreams are dreams for a reason. Maybe they aren't suppose to be reality.

All I can do is accept this loss. Move on do what I do best. Leave and not come back.

I don't want to dwell in the past and I don't want to make up the future. I just want things to be how they're meant to be and whether I like it or not, I need to accept it.

Time to let go, time to stop wishing, wanting, hoping and dreaming. 

It's not gonna happen.

mourn that loss. Wake up tomorrow and just live. You'll end up somewhere. Stop expecting to get somewhere to be someone. You'll get what you're meant for..

I'm tired of letting myself down. I'm tired of being disappointed. There's a future coming and all you can do is work today and wait until tomorrow becomes today to see what your payout will be. 

Should have given up my dreams a long, long time ago. I sure have wasted a lot of time.