I'm getting annoying

Today I FINALLY had a day off. So of course I spent it being lazy while hanging out with good old Ev. Just what I've needed! I feel like I've been at work SO much and that I never get to see Ev. So it was nice to finally have a day of just her and I.
She always puts the biggest smile on my face. When we drive in the car and she does her silly dances with me. Her just overall goofy personality. I just can't even explain how much I LOVE HER. ahh. I wish I could share her with the whole world but I'm glad she is just mine :)

But mostly I need to post because I seriously need to VENT. Work has been driving me absolutley crazy! I'm there ALL the time, I get called in early nearly everyday. I end up staying an hour late every night and its because NO one else will do their jobs. People from intake leave without warning, I'm swamped with a phone that won't stop ringing, people who constantly come in and disregard visiting hours or our policies. I get phone calls about the same damn thing. We have RULES for a reason. This isn't a resort, this is a hospital treatment center and your friends/family are here to get HELP, not talk on the phone ALL day or hang out with you. If they were suppose to do that all day, then they would just be home, not getting treatment.

but most of all I'm irritated with the nursing staff. I get that their busy and all but they DO not work with me what-so-ever and they are completely rude and grumpy about having to do their job. When visiting hours roll around they act like a bomb went off and they are absolutely confused about what to do. Wasting the 1 hour visiting these people have which makes them mad at me. They lose patient stuff and try to blame me. Uh no. They don't know anything when I call or they don't even answer the phone. which makes us look unprofesional when I have visitors breathing down my neck for answers that only the nurses have. Plus everything is chaos, and unorganized and NO ONE communicates and NO one is on the same page what-so-ever! SO FRUSTRATING. Especially because I'm on my own at night and NO one is there to help me so I have to figure shit out on my own and hope that its not the wrong thing.

I love working there, I honestly do. But I wish everyone else loved working there and would work with each other so we could run this place the way it should be! UGH.

k my vent sesh is over.

Anyways, I hate drinking.. why? because it fucks with your emotions. Seriously, I'm happy when I drink and then BAM the next day is an emotional crash. So it's safe to say I've been incredibly sad the past couple of days.
but then people say nice things and it makes me feel better. For instance one of the nurses who actually does her job, or better yet, goes above and beyond doing just her job told me I had nice skin! (makeup is a wonderful thing) which I appreciate because I don't really have that great of skin.
Then one of the patients came up to me and asked me why I wasn't married. I told him I didn't know and he asked well why don't you have a boyfriend? seriously? and said if he wasn't married, he would ask me out. haha I appreciated that so much! Although he's a lot older and um, in rehab but he is a very nice guy and the compliment meant a lot since I've been feeling pretty low.
and of course drunk compliments are nice. At the Halloween party I was told that I had cool eyes, and that I was pretty and an old friend told me I looked great. Always nice to hear good compliments when you feel bad!