Disappointed.

To say the least.

I hate getting my hopes up. I hate wanting things and I especially hate wasting my time.

my intentions are good, my expectations are small. I don't want much but I either want what I ask, or nothing at all. If you don't want anything from me, then don't ask anything from me. If you don't want anything to do with me, then go. I'm done wasting my time, I'm done waiting around. I should just not bother anymore. It's kind of a waste of time and I know better. I know better.