dress

I regret getting rid of all my old "skinny" pants last summer. I thought I'd never be small enough to fit in them. Years and years of holding on to them, well maybe not years and years but for a long time I had been holding on to these small pants in hopes that I would fit in them one day. Well my pessimistic/pregnant self thought that I'd never, ever fit in them again.
Well whaddya know, 20 pounds lighter and here I am wanting to punch myself straight in the eye! I only have like 3 pairs of pants that fit perfect. I have some that fit well but they are a tad loose but not enough to notice. But when all those pants are dirty and I have NO time to do laundry. I'm sunk. I have to wear baggy pants and I HATE it. I feel so awkward and uncomfortable in them, just like I would overly tight pants. Losing weight is nice but the fast that everything is baggy sucks. I have some shirts that used to fit perfect that are so dang baggy now. It's an excuse to go shopping, sure but I don't have enough money for it! Boo :(
I need to go shopping though. I always end up buying shirts or makeup. I'm way to picky when it comes to pants. I should probably get at least 3 more pairs. So I have a good solid 5 that fit right.

and I still need to do laundry..

yesterday was a pretty good day though. After work I went wedding dress shopping with Rachel! Yay! I LOVE wedding dresses. Weddings are just something I like. I'll probably hate them when I or if I have one. lol but it was fun! I wanted to try on wedding dresses, but well, I'm not getting married so what's the point? I tried on bridesmaids dresses though! Which is just as fun. I found the prettiest coral dress but unfortunately for me, Rach isn't doing coral for her wedding. Bummer :( but I tried on a couple others that I liked. There was a red one and that one was my fave that Rachel liked the only problem is, her other bridesmaids need to agree with us. We need to find a universal dress that will look good on all of us.. which may be hard because we're all different shapes. One of us has big boobies (not me) one of us is tall (not me) one of us will be prego (NOT ME!) and one of us has small boobies, is short and not and will not be pregnant (me!) this will be the challenge. Luckily the bride found what she was looking for :)

This isn't her dress but it looked great on her! But this is the bridesmaids dress that I want her to have, although in this picture I look flat chested. Ugh.

buut as for today, I'm extremely tired and that means I'm being a grump. Not so much now because I got free food from work but I was. Plus my bloosugar was extremely high and that's no bueno for me.I seriously considered leaving work for today and going to Kohl's to see if I could find cheap pants. I'm going to attempt to go after work real fast. I need pants!! I want them to be American Eagle pants but hell if I can afford three pairs of those! I can maybe do 1 pair. but anyways.