You think you know.

I hate posting when I'm grumpy but I have to let it out somehow without it being all over facebook. Ugh.

Anyways.. I'm a little upset. I wish I could just say whatever I wanted to the people I need to. It would surely help because even if they don't change, maybe they'll know what they've done.

There's one person impaticular that really bothers me. Its the girl that dated my Ex (well the FIRST one) while I was pregnant who then went back a couple of weeks after Ev was born and then back again not to long ago. After EVERYTHING. seriously. Then she had the right to be all pissed off and "heartbroken" over him going back with his girlfriend. Let me tell you something..

YOU don't know what the fuck heartbreak is, YOU will never know what true honest to God heartbreak is. Heartbreak is watching your dreams of a family wash down the drain because the father of your child is with someone else, heartbreak is knowing your daughter will never have her biglogical father in her life. Heartbreak is knowing how your daughter will feel when she finds out what happened. Heartbreak is being abandoned by the person that you need the most. Heartbreak is when your heart breaks twice for yourself and your baby and there's nothing you can do about it. And my heart will break again when my daughter asks me why her dad isn't there. THAT'S heartbreak.

I don't feel bad that she was screwed over again. Not at all. Maybe she should look up the word Karma. That'll explain it. I don't think Karmas even knocked on her door all the way. Pathetic, disgusting, sad. It really truely is. Who are these dumb girls who think THEY'VE been through it all? what the fuck is wrong with them?

One day I will run into her and have to let loose. What a dumb c**t.