Grumpy

Sorry to be so angry.. but being in counseling really brings up feelings. I've tried to push them down as far as I could so far that I would forget they were even there. That's not dealing with them. Now that I'm dealing with them they are re-surfacing so excuse me if I speak my mind for a bit. I need to get it out.

Life was literally hell not to long ago. It's not like it was, and I pray to God it will never feel that bad again.

So let's move on from that..

So anyways I'm thinking I should start calling into work on Mondays because it seems to be the thing to do. Every Monday the same person is always "sick" Uhh.. yeah right. If you're sick that much, you need to go to a doctor, that's not healthy. Buuut since its conveniently always a Monday that you're sick. I'm thinking its time to suck it up and come to work. Ya hear?
When all these people take so much time off of work it makes me wonder why I even bother working hard. Might as well do nothing or if I'm going to be the one picking up the slack, I need a raise. seriously. I'm going to ask for one today as a matter of fact. If I have to do my job and everyone Else's because they are "sick" all of the time then I need to be making a little bit more.
It annoys me that people pretend to be sick all of the time. I get that its because they want to be home with their kids but I have a baby too whom I would love to be with at home but I have to work so I can provide for her. Also they claim "depression" which I can't say they don't but according to the lady I go to I have it too (I'm still trying to decide if I believe it or not) Not to mention the fact that I have diabetes, the drive for me here is long but yet I'm not calling in all week or on FMLA and I could be on FMLA if I wanted to be. It pisses me off. Please quit if you just want to stay home with your baby, then they fill your spot with someone who will actually show up and I wont have to be the only coverage they have.


with that said.. (wow I'm being a bitch today) I'll end on a good note

This weekend was fairly good. I spent the weekend with Miss chunkers (as always) We checked out a new baby store in Sandy called "Buy Buy Baby" it's a really cute store very similar to Babies R Us. But it seemed like their clothes were a bit cheaper. I found Ev Thhheeeee cutest 6 month outfit. I need to get her pictures done, desperately! I wanted to do newborn pictures, 3 month pictures, ect When she was newborn I was going through postpartum extremely bad and didn't want to leave the house. I didn't have enough at 3 months because I had just gotten back from maternity leave and it was Christmas. but now 6 months. I have no excuse. Rach and I want to do Liam's and Ev's and then some of our own but I want to go somewhere cheap that's good. Any recommendations?