yeah..

I've finally decided to delete people from facebook. I don't know how the hell I accumulated so many friends but not even half of them talk to me. I know a lot of people added me to look at my stuff because let's be honest, I do that people but I usually end up talking to them but most of these people could give a shit less about me or anything in my life. So why keep them? They don't care about my stuff. I only want people on my facebook that I talk to pretty much. who actually care about Ev and who I actually care to know about their lives. It feels good to have the guts to delete people! its refreshing. It makes me feel bad though.. but its not like these people will care. lol if they even notice at all.

the main reason behind this is because I want to move on, I want people out of my life that have to do with my past.. mostly with my ex. I don't want to know what he's doing and I don't want him to know what I'm doing. We're done, and he's not coming around. The only reason I left people on there is so they could see that I'm the only one that takes care of Ev and he doesn't even try. But I'm sick of trying to prove myself, I know what I'm doing is right and I have nothing to prove in fact. They can believe what they want, I don't care what anyone thinks they know.

Another thing thats bugs me, is I have A LOT to say. A LOT. mostly to my Ex and his family and the girls that run around with him. I want to give them all a piece of my mind, especially my ex. Its not worth it though. It won't change anything and I don't want him in Ev's life at this point, soo what's the point? I just kind of want to tell them off.. and say what the fuck is wrong with you all?! How can you let him do what he does and get away with it. How can you care more about a dog then your own blood? I don't know!

I just don't understand how they can not be in Ev's life. How they have blood-related family out there living and not give a fuck. Seriously?? How is that even possible? I wouldn't be able to live a day without Ev. It doesn't matter how I feel about my ex or how he feels about me. Ev is still THEIR family. its pathetic and sad. I'm glad Ev will never have to know them.

Also with all the girls that run around with him.. how disgusting are you? You would let him treat you however you please, and you know he's with other girls besides you and YOU DONT CARE? wtf?? People like them are the reason why he gets away with what he does. How can someone be such scum and people just brush it off like its whatever. pafuckingthetic. seriously.

I'm just sick of it, just sick of bad people. I wish I could just call them all out! Not worth it though, definitely not. They all deserve each other.