So long, farewell.

I removed my last post because I'm sooooooo sick of talking about the same thing. I honestly am over all this stupid bullshit. I want to move on with my life and be left alone by just ONE person. I don't care if the rest of his family wants to see Ev or be apart of her life but I don't need the drama with him. I'm sick of being lied to and hearing excuse after excuse. It's all bullshit it always has been.
I really just want to wake up with a new life for me and Ev. I feel like I should move somewhere else to protect us. I love where I live but I can't be around all this bullshit. I can't fucking get away.
Once I decide to move on, here he is again.
Me and Ev don't need this. I'm sure amy friends and family are sick of hearing about because I sure the fuck am too. Its so fucking old that I feel like throwing up from thinking about it.
If you want to make excuses and lie so you can do whatever you want and not take care of responsibilty, then fine, go on! I'm not going to stop you. Just don't pretend like you're here for Ev when you're not.
I'm sick of the lies and excuses to justify behavior. It doesn't cut it. You don't do things like that to people, you just don't. I don't care if you don't care about me, then go away! You can say you care about your daughter, then where are you?

What is with men these days? Seriously can't even find one decent one. I have no hope when it comes to finding another person. And if I even can in the future. I'm so disgusted by anything to do with men or sex that I don't know how I'm going to get over it. I can't see myself being with anyone because men are fucking scum. It seems everyday you hear another story about another man fucking over his wife/girlfriend.

So in other words I'm DONE. I can't take it anymore. I'm moving on and not looking back EVER.