Creeeped out

I know this is TMI..but..

I got my IUD today! EXCITING, right?!

Well kinda.. a little weird that I won't be able to get pregnant for 5 years, this means my next pregnancy will be PLANNED. If I even want to get pregnant again.. lol
but I definetly re thought my idea of getting the IUD as I was waiting for the midwife to come and put it in. First off, it was VERRRRRY uncomfortable. Not painful by any means, but uncomfortable. It probably wasn't wise of them to tell me that it could shoot through the  end of uterus and pierce it open when they put it in (it's rare, but it happens) Luckily that didn't happen. but it still freaked me out. Not to mention the tools. I did not like the look of the tools..
Well I won't mention all the cute details about my IUD experience so lets just skip to the part where its in and I'm on my way out of the office..
so I'm leaving and I start to feel a little woozy.. sweaty, clammy, pass outey.. So I stopped in the lobby and called my mom to wait until I felt better. A couple minutes pass and I attempt to walk out to my car. Well the world was all spinny and I felt all sweaty again so I decided to sit on a curb in the parking lot and i called my Grandma to pick me up (she lives right near my doctors office) I figured if I couldn't walk, driving probably wasn't wise.
I really don't understand why the IUD insertion creeped me out so bad. Its not like it hurt. I really thought that after enduring birth I could handle anything really.. well not an IUD I guess. I guess after working so hard to get something out of my uterus.. its pretty sucky to get something put back in. (Better then another baby in my case though!) lol It was just creepy, I guess its good I got it on Halloween! I got the creeps at the gyno. cooool. lol
I'm just glad that I'm now protected against pregnancy. Not that theres really anything wrong with pregnancy because I honestly LOVED being pregnant and I miss it a lot. but I'm just not in the place to have another for a LONG, LONG time. I vowed not to do the deed for a while too which will obviously prevent pregnancy but I can't promise a situation won't arise. better to be safe then sorry! Then maybe someday when I'm with a person I actually love who loves me and Ev, maybe I'll have another but for now, no. I'm also happy I don't have to take a pill everyday so there is no risk of forgetting. and guess what?! Mirena may make your period go away. HELL YEAH!

K well I guess I'll stop talking about this since its uhh weird. but thought I'd share lol