Getting out of the house

Today me and Ev got out of the house! Momma even wore JEANS. They fit just fine but they happened to button over my incision.. so I had to leave them unbuttoned. But I still wore JEANS, and not just any jeans, my pre prego jeans!! but anyways.. me and Ev went to visit Rachel and her cute little boy Mr. Liam Beck! They are getting married in uhh about 20 years so we took some sweet photos of them :)

dont mind me, i havent been outside in like two weeks almost lol. and yes ev and liam have matching outfits :) we planned this months ago lol.
rachel and her family wanted to go go-carting up at miller motorsports park i was invited although i couldn't go on the carts due to my surgery. rachels mom said that she would watch liam and evee, when it hit me that i haven't left evee since i've had her home. Luckily the boys decided to go golfing instead and me and Rach stayed back with the babes and took pictures

Another eventual mommyhood story.. you know the saying, "don't cry over spilled milk"  well let me just tell you, when that milk is breast milk.. well its perfectly fine to cry over. I spilled over 2 ounces of freshly pumped booby milk. I was NOT happy.

I think I'm getting over the whole baby blues thing. I haven't been crying daily over nothing. I think thats partly because I'm becoming adjusted to being a momma. I just wish other things weren't so complicated and I could just focus on being a mom. I feel like a doormat when its comes to a certain someone..