Grumpy.

I'm not in a good mood today. mostly because I had to work. Now I'm grateful to have a job but after the whole labor scare I'm not in the mood to be here. I hate how uncomfortable I am when I'm working. I have the worlds most uncomfortable chair and even though I asked if I could get a nicer to chair while pregnant, they told me that they didn't know if I could have one. Uhh.. the other pregnant lady has one? why can't I? They get mad at me for eating at my desk, but they won't let me leave my desk to eat. Yeah I have breaks and a lunch but they are scheduled hours apart. I honestly can't go a few hours without eating. I need to be able to eat at least one time per hour. but nooooo we will get mice if I eat at my desk. Even though my desk is spotless at the end of the night and they vaccum and take out the garbarge every night. If I try and elevate my feet I get in trouble. I get that they are on my desk but hello 8 months pregnant here! Swollen feet are not fun. Plus I get in trouble for going to the bathroom a lot. I have to e-mail so and so each day to say that I have to pee a lot because I'm pregnant.. Uh you all know I'm pregnant.. do I really need to explain that daily? I've come up and personally explained that to everyone that I'm pregnant and I pee a lot. Isn't that enough? I think as a pregnant woman, I need some special treatment. Like not getting in trouble when I have to pee every twenty minutes or not getting introuble when I eat at my desk. Why? Because I'm pregnant. I won't be forever and if anyone who isn't pregnant has a problem with it.. then they can get pregnant. If they are of the male species and can't get pregnant well, shut up. I'msure you'll either have a wife who will be pregnant or you've had one. So you should know that being pregnant is a tough job and we need special treatment.
I'm just over being stuck at this desk all day. I'm too fat and too tired to be constantly badgered about stupid shit. I can't do my job if I'm so uncomfortable all of the time. just let me be comfortable and BAM the job is done and done well.
It sucks that I have to work full time because I'm the only one who is supporting my baby. I'm proud of what I'm doing and how I've taken responsibilty but its hard  that I have to do this on my own. I'm just being a complainer because I hate working so much. I hate being uncomfortable and confined. and now work is going to suck more because I have to go to the doctors all morning and then work straight after. I just want to relax and be able to focus on havin a baby. buuuuuut I have to work.

Oh Life.