Tuesday, July 26, 2011

31 weeks

I'm 31 weeks

I'm almost 8 months pregnant and boy am I feelin it! I'm waddling, I can't bend down. When I try to paint my toenails I can only do one at a time then I have to come up for air. Sleep is non existent. I feel like I could fall over and go to sleep any minute during the day. My driving is AWFUL. I drive like a drunk. I eat like a pig, I sweat like a pig and I'm grumpy. Plus my feet are starting to swell.. By the way don't mind my face in the photo. this was my last day of dog sitting and I was EXHAUSTED. I look the part. I look old as hell.

but all in all, I LOVE being pregnant. that's not even sarcasm. I'm really going to miss it. I'm going to miss my big belly with my little baby tossing and kicking in there. I'm going to miss people giving me compliments even when I feel like a sweaty whale. Despite the uncomforts of having a baby crammed in my belly, I feel really comfortable look wise. I've never felt this comfortable with my body before. I love the way my body looks pregnant. It looks better then when I'm not pregnant. I'm going to miss having my baby so close to me even though I'll be able to hold her and kiss her when shes out.

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow so I'll see how much she weighs! Probably about 4 pounds by now.. I hope not much bigger quite yet.. She likes to kick still and its so easy to feel her when you push on my belly! Its kind of creepy how easy it is. I can already tell how bossy and stubborn she is. She will not move when I try and make her and when she wants me to eat or roll over, she will kick me until I do so. lol I'm in for it! I love her a lot though, it makes me cry when I think about how much I love her. I know I haven't technically met her yet, but in reality I have. I know her because I live with her daily. She may not be out and on her own but shes real and shes a person. I can tell she has a little personality already. Its weird how you can love someone so much before they've even came out into world. I'm definitely excited to meet this little lady!


9 weeks left or less! I need to mentally prepare myself for the reality of having a baby. Stupid to say I know but it hits me sometimes that this is REAL. I know its real, but still it hits me sometimes. I'm very excited, but very nervous. I just hope my little Evee is healthy and good! A lot of people think that I won't make it to my due date. My mom will be surprised if I make it to my shower.. in two weeks. Well I hope so! I hope I can at least make it another month. I haven't gotten any braxton hicks and I haven't really felt anything that would indicate labor yet, so who knows! Just have to wait and see. I guess now is the time to prepare myself. I really don't have that much longer left. Crazy..

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