29 weeks

10 weeks ago I found out Miss Evelyn was going to be a miss Evelyn. Crazy huh? It seems like it was yesterday, but it feels like it was a lifetime ago. 10 weeks ago, I last saw him. Yeah, 10 weeks ago..

I have 11 weeks left. 11? Is that enough time? It's kind of scary to think that in possibly less then 11 weeks, I'll be a full time momma. It's insane to me how much life is about to change. I'm so excited and so grateful and so blessed for this little girl. I'm nervous though, very nervous. I hope I can be a good momma, Evee deserves the best mom in the world and that's exactly who I plan to be.

This week I'm craving donuts. Yes, donuts. I love it, but then I hate it! With all the blood sugar problems, it would be quite helpful to crave carrots. But no, its donuts. On the upside, my blood sugars have seemed to level out a little more, which makes me a little less nervous. Did you read that article about the lady who had a 16 pound baby? I did and NOT happening. No freaking way.
Evees quite the mover, she always has been. I felt her kick for the first time at 16 weeks and now I feel her moving and kicking all the time. I love it, even if it wakes me up at night. I love that if I put my hand on my belly she will float to it and roll under it. I love that when I poke on my belly I poke her. lol It creeps me out a little but its cool. I love that she lays right up in the front of my belly, It gets uncomfortable but I like that I can feel her at all times and know where shes at, even if shes sleepin.

I love this little girl. I love her so much it makes me cry. I love her beautiful little face, I love her little squirms and kicks and rolls. I'm excited to hold her in my arms and kiss her. I'm excited to dress her in her cute little outfits and show her cute little face off to everyone. I'm just excited for her! She's my baby, she was a blessing in disguise. A dream come true, a prayer answered. I don't know how to explain it, but she's everything I wanted and someone I didn't know I needed. She's the best thing to happen to me. My whole world changed once I knew she was coming, its changed everything and I couldn't be happier. I've been through hell, but that wasn't her fault. I'll go through hell again and again as long I know I'll have her.

Well I'll stop being sappy, point is, I love my little Evelyn Grace more then anything. I'm just happy to have her and even though pregnancy is uncomfortable and sorta rough, I love every minute of it. I don't care if I become a big sweaty whale in a couple weeks, as long as she is growing and getting bigger and healthier, I'll be okay with being giant and sweaty. :) its well worth it! keep growing baby girl!