hmm

I saw a pregnant lady today, and she was wearing high heels. I looked at my own footwear and felt ashamed. Well I did do my hair and I'm not wearing sweat pants. So screw you pregnant lady in the high heels, I still look okay for being a fat pregnant lady lol.

I just can't really fathom getting all done up like that right now. I sweat to easily, I'm out of breath after walking a few feet. but I still try to look somewhat my best. I dress my self accordingly and I do my hair and makeup. I've never been high matinence. My hair will always end up messy, no matter what I do. I'll always smear my makeup somehow and I definetly will spill somthing on my outfit. So I don't try to hard to look good, because I'll never look that good. I accept that I'm not naturally pretty and I accept that I'm not fake pretty either. I don't think I'm ugly but I don't think I'm nessacarily pretty. I'm okay looking and that's okay. I'm okay with myself because I'm not really concerned with looks. I know I look okay, and I know I'm not going to make a baby cry when they look at my face. I'm okay with people not thinking I'm pretty or beautiful.

What does matter to me is if people think I'm a good person. Actually I would like people to know I'm a good person. I'd like to walk out of room and have people say how nice I am rather then pretty. I'm okay with not being pretty as long as I'm a good person.

I don't take people for granted and that may be because I'm not pretty. I don't get what I want because of my looks, I have to work for it.

She may be pretty, but will she be with you for the long run?

its a shame he fucked over the two people who could have loved him unconditionally. Its a damn shame. I hope shes worth it.