Day 8. A moment when I felt most satisfied with life
Huh.. Well.. there has been a few times in my life where I have felt satisfied. I think the first time was the middle of my senior year of high school. I was doing extremely well in school, I had good friends and I was working. I had a lot going for me at that time and I was happy.
Then the last time was probably a few months ago, when I thought things were good. I was having a baby, I was working. My family was excited, he was excited and we were together and looking forward to the future. I felt good.
Neither times lasted. I'll be satisfied one day. and this time it will be for good. I'll have everything I need and everything I want and it will include me and my daughter. I'm a long ways away from that, but I'll have it. I'll be happy, and I'll do everything it takes to be happy. I never knew it was such a struggle or a fight to be happy, but it is. Its also well worth the effort.
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