so...

I'm going to do some damage control because apparently how I feel about the recent events in my life is wrong. I shouldn't feel that way because it makes the other person "look bad".

If you know whats going on, then I've told you.. or you've have heard from so and so. I don't really care how you found out but I guess don't take judgments on one side of the story. Which is mine. I'm clearly hurt and angry about  a lot of things that have happened and to be honest I don't feel comfortable telling the other person. Yeah maybe its immature to write shit about it, but how am I suppose to articulate how I feel to someone who won't listen? well whatever I guess thats another part of my life I'll keep private. I'll admit that I was wrong of how I went about everything, but I do not take back the way I feel.

So don't take judgements on the person I was talking about, if you know who it is, then find out the other half of the story before you decide. This is how I perceive everything and yeah maybe it comes out a little harsh but I'm extremely angry. and its not like I haven't told this to the person before, they just refused to listen and told me I was being irrational.. but I know when I'm being irrational. But I'm done talking about it, just would like to clear things up.