A year ago...this happened
Weird to think a year ago, it was a snowy wintry mess, when it was a beautiful, beautiful day today.
I wish that was a symbol, or a sign. Its not. I was happier when car wrecks were literally a car wreck. Not a way to explain my life. You'd think after an incident like this, that there would be a turning point in life to where things were better. Are they now? no, probably worse. My fault, naturally. Its strange how weird my life has gotten since this.
Today started out good. Like I said it was beautiful outside. To bad I didn't dress accordingly. I wore pants! I wish I would have wore a dress but of course I didn't think about it until it was to late. Well I went to hang out with my good friend Rachel, she wanted to go shopping and I love shopping so that's what we did! The sad part is we seriously bought all the same clothes. We bought the same sandals and tank top from old navy. My tank top was blue and hers was green though. We went to forever 21 and we bout the same lace shirt, mine pink, hers white. Then we bought the same vest thing. It only came in one color. lol We must think a like. I guess we'll have to call and make sure we're not going to wear the same thing when we hang out. that would be awfully embarrassing lol.
I then had to go to work, after much debate of whether I should call off or not. Me being honest Abe, I just went to work. I didn't think it was very busy since NO one was talking on the phone. Usually you can tell its busy because everyone will be on a call and phones will be ringing. was there talking? yes, but from co-worker to co-worker. There were people up and walking so I was kind of excited since this week has been hell at work. I log in and check stats and see that there are 6 people in queue. SIX people waiting to be on the phone. I was utterly confused since it seemed like most everyone was at work. Then why are we six in queue? well I guess customer service has taken on some "project" and the majority of people there have to work on it. off the phones. when does this project come about? on our busiest day, in a busy week. That's just lovely. Someone needs a high five for that. Oh and I get to be 1 of like 2 people on the phone. Oh jeez thanks. I know its my job to take calls but its also everyone Else's. I love being volunteered to pick up slack. Thanks assholes. I don't care if I'm being irrational about this. I have a good reason first of all, and second of all anyone who had to be in the same position of me would have felt the same way. Plus every call I get is someone completely dumb and their usually rude right off the bat. So anyways. to say the least, murder sounded like baking cupcakes to me today. I was pretty fucking pissed off, to put it simply. I was even more furious when we were 7 in queue at 8:50pm 10 mins before we close and I have dipshits calling in to have me explain to their trainees about our compensation plan. Fuck you, you should know that already. So I had to stay later then usual. But I rejoiced in the fact that the people who had to do the "project" had to help at that point. seriously work, if this is how its going to be day after day, then you can kiss my ass goodbye. I really don't want to quit but I'm not down to be treated like a lowly work horse. I'll do what I'm hired for, not what me and 7 other people were hired for. Thanks. I really was hoping this was some cruel Aprils fool joke. Oh no, it wasn't.
Sorry I'm such a sad bitch lately. Its annoying and I need to stop. I will eventually. If people stop fucking pissing me off and doing mean things to me.. or until I learn to handle it better. Ugh well I'm praying this weekend is better.
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