I really hate when people get mad at me for not texting them all the time and trying to hang out with them 24/7. Especially when they know my situation right now. I don't see them trying to go out of their way for me in my hard time although I went out of my way for them. I don't ask for much from people, just to respect me. I'm going through some things right now and I'm being a recluse and I hate that no one gets it. When they know why. I hate that I get made to feel bad but really I shouldn't. Friendship is a two way street or what the hell ever and I've done my part. Sorry if I'm a little incapable of going out of my way. But I don't see you trying any harder. Its a hard time right now and I just need a little compassion and understanding. Not to be treated badly because I can't coddle our friendship anymore. No one has ever gone out of their way for me, so why am I expected to pick everyone up when I'm struggling to do it for myself? I'm not trying to be selfish, well I'm not being selfish technically.But I need to take care of myself right now and I can't be expected to take care of everyone else. Its just so frustrating and I really can't stand it.
Taylor are you okay?
ReplyDeleteI know we don't see each other very much anymore, but if you ever need to talk or vent, I'll do my best to understand. Miss you girl.