Day #26

Day #26 my fears

seeing my grades/bank account balance

weird I know, but just knowing is scary. I always feel like I'm going to find out bad news, Like finding out I have no money, or I failed. Things I can't change and I only have me to blame. I love when I do brave up and look and find that I have WAY more money then I thought and I got a way better grade! but that's hardly the case, well that i know of..


going to the doctor

I seem to have developed this from my family. None of us go to the doctor when we need to. This is a fear I have because I fear that they will find more things wrong with me. More things I can't handle and deal with. Like for instance this last doctor appointment, I have been hold it off for months now and I finally went, only to find out good news! So I was a worry wart for nothing. Although I had to get a blood draw to find out if more things are wrong.. which I will be finding out shortly.



well that's my main fears I suppose

but this weekend I attended the BYU game..yes BYU.. I'm a U of U fan all the way but I was kindly invited to go to the BYU game so I did. apparently I'm good luck because BYU won..U of U lost and two people fell down the stairs. (the person I went with has been waiting 8 seasons for someone to fall down the steps) and that day two people fell within 2 minutes of each other. Well as I may be good luck for some people, I'm bad luck for myself ha. I did have fun I will admit..although I was sick with a cold which seems to be getting worse. I got sunburned too! Only my right arm got sunburned which is perfect because It evens out with my left arm which is tan because of when I drive. So that was cool. Then after that I went with Nikki to the mall. I bought a cute sweater and got another shirt for a penny! and some way cute pajamas. then we ate and went to go to our friends party thing. I was really sick and tired but everyone was egging me to get up and play beer pong. I really wanted a diet Dr. pepper so someone got me one! Then we played beer pong and I kicked butt at it! and I made my partner drink the beer! sooo fun! Me and Nikki stayed up a little to late but the next day we woke up and were pretty lazy until we decided to go and see paranormal activity 2. I thought the first one was hilarious, Nikki didn't. The 2nd one was a lot better but it was still..well..silly. but the best part was smuggling in candy and a 2 liter bottle of Diet Dr. pepper. Thank God for big purses! After that I had to take my Human development exam and I got 37/40 on it! that's good for not reading the material and being able to find the answers without a horrendous search! It sucks that today was so snowy and rainy though, I swear to buckets that I mopped up the SLCC parking lot with the bottom of my pants. I bet there was a trail of dry ground behind me because my pants were SOAKED like clear up to my knees! Stupid puddles and stupid pants that are to long.. at least I got some yummy cafe Rio despite the missing extra dressing. I also took a pleasant nap that made me feel less like death. But when I got to work my death feeling was back. It feels like I snorted pneumonia (the cleaning kind) because my nose BURNS. I would really love this cold to go away STAT, well at least before Friday because its St. George time! yay! its been way to long since I've been (since may) so I'm some serious need of R&R. but when I got to work my mentor here gave me a cupcake ornament that was SOOO cute! this reminds me why I LOVE working here! it made my day, seriously! well i think I've talked to much now..