Better

I'm irritated and upset and I can't help but feel infuriated. I'm so sick of people and the things they do. I'm sick of not being able to trust people because certain people go around and tell lies. For what even? I thought we could all be adults and grow up but I guess that some of us never do. I'm just tired of all the bullshit and talking about it but never doing anything about it. We all know the problem, we all know where it begins but yet we don't put a stop to it. I'm really ready to give up. I can't handle things like this anymore. I try to be a good friend and a good person but I guess that doesn't really matter anymore because people just take advantage. I'm seriously done and ready for a fresh new start. I don't want to forgive and forget, I just want to move on from this. I can't stay in the same pattern and keep forgiving and have this stuff keep happening. Its not worth it anymore. People may be able to forgive but I can't do it anymore. I can't, just can't. I hate to be like this but I'm sick of the abuse. I'm sick of being treated stupid and thought of as stupid because I'm not throwing my brains at you. I'm sick of being picked on because people know they can without major consequences. Well that's changed there is consequences, they may not be dire consequences but still. I'm just tired of this same old routine and I'm ready for something better. WAY better.