Day#9 My beliefs
I wasn't raised to be religious. I've learned about it but I don't necessarily believe in it. I believe In a God. I've read into many different religions but to be honest I don't really believe in them. I wonder all the time where we go when we die and if there really is a God but I can't say that its untrue but I can't say that they are true. I question religion, I don't think its wrong but I don't thinks its right either. I make my own beliefs by how I feel and not what I hear is the truth. Because no one knows the truth.
Well anyways this week has been very interesting. I decided Wednesday night to delete this guys number who I figured I would never talk to again because he had hurt me badly and I hadn't heard from him since July. The next day guess who texts me. yeah HIM. What in the hell? How strange is that. I finally give up and here he is again. I have waited for his name to pop up on my screen for so long now and When I finally decided it wouldn't ever show up, it does. I don't know what he wants but I don't trust him, and that's why I didn't save it. Its his loss really, I think I would make a good girlfriend. come on, I obsessively make cupcakes. What lucky guy would pass that up? I was even willing to give him a second chance after how badly he hurt me the first time but he blew that. I don't think I can forgive him, especially since I don't trust him. Plus I shouldn't like him at all and I'm trying to get over that. He would have to make serious amends after all that shit.
Well today is my diabetes diagnosis day! I have been diabetic for 12 YEARS, TWELVE YEARS! can you believe that? Its amazing that I'm still kicking after all my years. So now I'm really 48 in diabetic years. Well If I use my diabetes equation then I'm really 41 in diabetic years, this is how this works
how many years you've had diabetes x 4 - how old you were when you were diagnosed.
12 x 4 = 48 - 7= 41
so yeah I'm 41 in diabetic years, sweet! I also made cupcakes for this day. lucky work folk haha
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