Two years almost

I really need to get better at blogging again. 

Well, lately..

Liam turned 2 last weekend. Honestly it shocks me. I remember the text I got saying Rachel was in labor.. and here he is two. That means in just two short weeks, Ev will be TWO too!

My mom is done with chemo for now! Which is great news, but they found a spot on her liver and in her thyroid.. so that is not good.. she just had them biopsied so we will know more then..

I'm working really hard to get a continuous glucose monitor. I've tested more in the past month than I have in the last two years.. that's saying something. I have been HORRIBLE with taking care of my diabetes. But now I'm trying to buckle down and do what I need to do.

Work has been.. well.. hell.

So busy, so overwhelming and its suppose to get more busy and more overwhelming.. NOOO. I don't know if I can handle all of this. I do love my job though (sometimes) The only thing keepin me going is Steve my work plant. He is growing by the way, sprouting new leaves. I don't sit in a sunny part of the office so I have to set him by a window across the office to get some sun. He likes it. (yes I named my plant lol)

Dating, well not happening right now. You know when you finally just feel good and happy single? Well I'm there. but yet I get asked out a lot when I'm at this point. I even got asked for my number while grocery shopping with Ev.. in stretchy pants, no makeup and my hair was a mess. lol He didn't ask to meet Ev when he asked to meet me so EHHH no. I lied and said I was seeing someone. I like my alone time. 

As far as Ev goes.. well that spunky little chicky pie is not being watched by my mom anymore. (shes too tired right now) So she is being watched by my good friend Hollie who I worked with at the daycare. She is awesome! I'm glad I have someone I can take her to and I know that she loves her and Ev is around her kids and they are good, well behaved kids who love her too. Ev loves Hollie and she really loves her son Jax (Ev is boy crazy!Uh, oh) Although Ev FREAKS if I drop her off (my mom usually does) which breaks my heart :( I wish more than anything sometimes I could just be with her all day everyday. but I can't and I know one day she'll understand why I work so much.

Ev talks A LOT. Seriously. Sentences and all.

She even sings.. I like her version of Twinkle twinkle little star better. (refer to instagram for a video)

A week or so ago I was real stressed out. She was playing on the floor and she said "I love you momma" clear as day. Best thing I have ever heard in my life. Hard work does pay off. 

LOTS and LOTS of patience pays off too lol

I seriously just love Ev so much. I can't even describe it. She drives me absolutely crazy sometimes but I still love her more then anything.  If you're a momma you probably know what I'm talking about.

I can't believe she will be two next weekend. 

seriously.

How has this time flown by so fast? 

I just want it to slow down a little bit. I remember being small and a year seemed like 10 years. A year is like a month to me now. I do not like it.

In celebration of Ev and her birthday.. she got a BIG GIRL BED!

I was debating doing this for a while.. but my mom talked me into it.. and now she is sleeping in her little bed as I type this.. 

She LOVES her new bed. She was so excited when it was all put together, she literally wouldn't get out.(that is until I actually put her to bed lol)

2 years already, huh? 

craziness..