A little update

It sucks when a good thing comes to an end. Abruptly and randomly with a lot of confusion and frustration to follow..


it is what it is though and although I'm disappointed and sad.. I can't dwell on it too much. It's life, it goes on.. and if things are meant to be, I guess they will be?

on the other hand, works been good. But I have a crazy schedule now.. so I'm kind of not looking forward to it. but its what I have to do! Plus I really don't have much outside of home that I really need to worry about. I have a social life when its convenient. So what if I work Saturdays? I really don't do much anyways. and I'm off at 8:45 so I can still do things on Saturday nights.. haha. Being an adult kind of sucks. but I really like my job, so I don't mind!

Rachel is getting married THIS Saturday. It's pretty amazing that its here already. I'm getting sprayed orange and some nice nails to go with it. I'm going to look WEIRD. Hopefully unaturally good looking though. Let's all say a prayer for that.
A funny story, tonight we went to look for jewelry for the bridesmaid.. a little late but whatever. We stopped at target to look at the halloween decor and I found a cool gorilla mask. The babies (Ev and Liam) were in the shopping cart and I walked up to them. You should have seen the look of absolute terror on their faces. I said "BOO!" (cause I'm an asshole baby scarer) and Liam burst into tears and Ev just looked there stunned and frightenend. Crisis averted when the mask was taken off. But I'm still an asshole baby scarer who probably desereved the near peed-my-pants incident I had from laughing so hard. Yes, I peed my pants a tad. but you should have seen their faces! PRICELESS. you would probably be an asshole baby scarer too. I wouldn't judge you.

but all in all this week has been BUSY. Training on the job, getting read for the wedding ect. A million things to do. Plus for some unknown reason random people keep asking me on dates.. ugh. Not good timing. But at least that's saying I'm not an ugly old hag that no one wants anything to do with? good sign, right? but I've been so stinkin busy that I'm completely lost in current events. I need to catch up! Who knew that Lindsay Lohan was in a hit and run? I didn't!

I'm really excited for Rachel's wedding! I hope everything works out perfectly for her and I can't wait to be all dressed up in my bridesmaid dress. Too bad I'll be the only one dateless.. oh well!