So coming back home from vacation is tough. To get back into the grind of things. Also to go from being surrounded by thousands of people to being surrounded by..none..besides a baby is kind of tough. It just flat out sucks sometimes. I'm a pretty shy person but then again I LOVE being around a ton of people, I love meeting new people and doing things out of the ordinary. In some ways I wish my life could be so carefree buuut it will never ever be. I love being a mom, but it's a pretty lonely career especially when you're at it alone.. but again, there's nothing I can do to change it.
But as far as news gos..I start my new job tomorrow. I'm a little anxious to start a new job because I don't really feel like starting all over and I'm in fear of being absolutely miserable. but again it will be nice to be out of the house and around people! Maybe this place will be more easygoing? Eek, I'm pretty nervous!
So today I really should be cleaning and getting ready to go back to ugh, work.
But all I really feel like doing is sleeping.. I feel like I'm hungover from the weekend. So I'm hoping tomorrow will go well having to be up early and all. Well..let's just hop for the best!
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