sooo..

So I got another Liebester award this time from Chelby. I have no idea who to really tag.. but I like filling out the questions:

1- What is your favorite animal, and why

I'd have to say a giraffe! I just love them! They are beautiful animals! I can't really explain why..

2- If there was anything in this world you could do, No cost at all. What would it be..
TRAVEL!  I would go everywhere and anywhere!

3- Where do you see yourself in 15 years.
This question is always tough, because its hard to predict where you'll be. I hope that I'll be done with school and have a good career, I hope to be married with another child. I hope that I have two very happy healthy kids, and I hope that I, myself and healthy and happy (along with the husband haha). And I really hope that we have traveled or are traveling and have many friends and a nice home.


just want to live the dream, ya know!

4- When you were younger how many kids did you want. And has that changed after you had kids.
I've always wanted two. Of course having Ev and that whole experience makes me TERRIFIED to have another. Partly because my health was affected by being pregnant, diabetes will do it to ya! and the whole birth experience was terrifying, not to mention what I went through with my Ex, and I pray to God I can't squash the feelings and can trust someone enough to have a family.

5- What is your dream date
hmm, Zach Braff? HA! I have no idea, just a fun relaxing night with a nice person. Maybe a little adventure? Like exploring downtown, something cool like that.

6- Who was the person you looked up to when you were little.
Hmm, definitely my mom. She was always very hard working and she provided a lot for us being a single mom. I still look up to her now and I hope that I can do the same for Ev and I.

7-What is something you like doing when you have "ME" time
Sleep, read, paint my nails! I pretty much just end up sleeping but if I'm lucky I can paint my nails, read and then fall asleep for a bit.

8-Whats your drink of choice
Ya'll should know this.. DIET PEPSI! or diet dr. pepper. I'm not picky. I have a BAD drinking problem. Diet soda is the way to my heart, seriously.

9- Favorite song
Re:stacks by Bon Iver. Beautiful, beautiful song.. but then again incubus is my favorite and ALL their songs are my favorite.

10- If you could be a actor for a day who would you be
Zach Braff?

11- Whats your biggest pet peeve
I have a lot of pet peeves. One that I thought about today was when people don't clean the lint out of the dryer! Seriously, I go and get my "dry" clothes out and they are damp, why? Because someone made a freaking QUILT in the lint thing. I always clean the lint out after I'm done, I wish people would do the same!


Also chewing loudly grosses me out.
and having to repeat myself 20 thousand times..


oo I could go on, better not start this!




but anyways. I've been to the gym twice now..whoo, go me! I really need to start going all of the time but going to the gym is sort of a luxury. I really wish I had someone to go with me because I feel like a lost dog in there who is probably not doing something right. Plus I really want this beer belly to go DOWN and I feel like my ab workouts aren't so good. I don't know.. I could go when a trainer is there but I can't really go that early in the evening and I like being by myself when I work out, unless I'm with a friend. I don't know but either way I'm NOT giving up!


I had another job interview today..I messed it up. I'm a sweaty nervous wreck and its ridiculous. I need to pull it together! but I'm praying that something will come through FAST!