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I hate to be mean because I love my mom, I really do.. but she is driving me NUTS.
Always talking and talking about stuff I don't care about, or stating the obvious. If I say I like doughnuts then she goes off about the origin of doughnuts. She just talks TOO much. It's all about nonsense.

Or she complains how tired she is. She has to out-tired everyone, all the time. Like if I say I don't feel good, well she feels worse. Okay, you win!

She also needs hearing aids. I'm sick of hearing "huh?" "what?" or having her call my name and call it and call it after I have responded each time.

Or on friday when I got home, Ev was taking a nap so I laid down to rest my eyes, and she trots in, wakes me up and says "Ev will be awake soon"  cool. 1 min  later "Ev is in there tussling, you better get up." Uh, I'll get up when she's up. So what does my mom do? Goes in and wakes her up. yeah no joke.

She always talking and about the most pointless stuff. Like for instance, my step dad is off of work and they decided to take Ev to the zoo. I love the zoo but I didn't care that they were taking her without me, partly because I want to take her the zoo without them.. but my mom for the last week has been saying "are you mad we're going?" "are you upset we're taking her without you?" "are your feelings hurt?" "do you mind?" NON stop. NO I DON"T MIND! if I minded you would know.

She's constantly in my face about things. Telling me to wake up (when I'm usually already awake), harassing me about being late to work. Explaining the most obvious shit to me. Another example:

At work I've been reading autopsy reports (don't ask why, I realize it's creepy) they are so interesting. Death is a very interesting thing. It really shows you how valuable life is. So I found this report that was talking about a man who was well, do his thannnng by himself (do you catch my drift) and he ended up accidentally hanging himself.. he died from auto-erotic asphyxiation. Google it if you don't follow me.... back?  Well I remember some brief medical terms from medical assisting back in the day. Auto means self.. erotic means..sex and asphyxiation is without oxygen. It was pretty self-explanatory to me. So I told my mom the story because this one was quite interesting. and she sat there and tried to explain auto-erotic asphyxiation to me..obviously I know if I'm talking about it. If I don't ask what it is.. then I don't know and want to know.. if I'm talking about it then I do know about it. She seriously does this with everything. If I say Ev has a diaper rash, she'll tell me how babies get diaper rashes.. I KNOW! She acts like I'm stupid or something.



I have zero privacy, I have zero time for my thoughts between Ev and her. I can't lay in my room for five minutes, If I go to the bathroom I'll usually leave Ev wherever she's playing and my mom will pick her up and follow me and wait for me to get out and say "mmaaaa maaaa" She must think I'm leaving? I have no idea! I just need space from her! I love her I really do, and I appreciate everything she does but I'm so sick of her at the same time!



I sound like an awful person complaing but I really need to vent so I don't say something mean to her. It's probably just my bad attitude thats making her seem annoying but she does need hearing aids. haha