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So here I am patiently waiting for a job interview..anything and its taking FOREVER. I guess it's only been a week but seriously. I'm not used to being home all day and I'll be honest.. I don't like it. I mean I love being with Ev all day but I miss having somewhere to be. Then again its nice to not have anything to do.

I'm just ready for life to get back on track. I need a better job that I can have as many hours as possible so Ev and I can have our own place. I like living at home and my mom is amazing help but I need the independence and I want to do things all on my own. I know it will be hard and A TON of work but I don't care, its something I need to do for myself and Ev. I just want to be completely free from everyone and not have to rely on anyone for anything except for company and emotional support. ya get what I'm sayin?

Everything is just so up in the air that its kind of scary. I have no idea what will happen next and its exciting in a way but also scary. I guess I just have to wait and see where life will take me..